In 2014, my n first time

The year 2014 ( Year of the Horse ) is my birthright year. I started to write about my Year of the Horse as early as a few years ago.. At that time, I really didn’t know how to spend my next annual horse meeting. Unconsciously, my life year will leave me.     To be honest, this year of my horse is really different from other horse years. Because, this year of my horse can be said to be colorful and meaningful. For the first time in my life this year, I was pleasantly surprised and moved a lot.     After New Year’s Day, for the first time, I came to Wax Plum Garden with my camera on my back to feel the fragrance of Wax Plum, and took the time to focus on the gates of schools and residential areas in the city for the first time, on plaques inscribed by celebrities in the city, on sales centers in some real estate, and to keep them in my happiness.     On the first day of the new year, for the first time in my life, I walked around the west lake park with my camera on my back and photographed happy smiling faces of the west lake park in the fog, and cruise ships in the fog.. On the 6th of this year’s big year, for the first time in my life, I walked around the West Lake Park with my wife and son on the back of my camera and felt the fun of walking through the snow.. Feel the first snow of the Year of the Horse.     On the evening of the 16th of the first month of January, WeChat Group was set up for our high school classmates in No.1 Middle School. For the first time in my life, I got together with more than 20 high school students who had not seen me for more than 20 years and then went to K – song. Liu Yan’s singing of a song to participate in the sleepless night regulations was warmly applauded by the students present. For the first time, I recited my poems to the students to participate in the unintentional regulations and participate in the leakage regulations.. After that, I sang a song to participate in the long-term dependent bill. I hope every student and friend will be healthy and happy.! Family harmony! Happiness depends on each other for a long time!     On April 6, at the invitation of my friend sun xunlei, I took part in the activity of publishing poems with several friends for the first time. On April fifteen, I attended the wedding of my high school classmate’s daughter for the first time, feeling the rush of time and the aging of my children.! After that, Zhang Hongmin made an appointment to go to K – song. For the first time, I told my classmates the names of the female students I had a crush on and expressed my deep gratitude for meeting her in my life.. It’s also the first time I’ve faced so many classmates, singing a bill for her I have a deep crush on, expressing my deep friendship for her and my deep gratitude for her friendship with literature..     On April 20, I started a working career with several workmates at Yanling site for several months for the first time.. Every morning at 6: 00 a.m. I go by van and come back by bus at 5: 00 p.m.. This is the first time in one’s life to work with a strange boss. It is also the first time to return home after 18 years of absence and experience the bitterness and bitterness of working abroad. It’s just a matter of getting out early and coming back late. I have no time to go shopping or appreciate the changes in Yanling County..     On June 1, at the invitation of Bai hebin, a senior high school classmate, for the first time in my life, I met with several senior high school students on children’s day and had our own children’s day.. Because we were all happy children forty years ago and we were happy old urchins forty years later. We are happy with our childlike innocence.     On June 6, after the publication of the poetry anthology that I published with my friends, for the first time my humble book appeared in the form of a book, I invited our friends from Xuchang Daytime American Literature Society to gather together. Each of them gave them a book of poetry to express my gratitude to them for helping me out of the low ebb of my life.. Because they gave me love and encouragement, I walked so far on the road of literature. On June 8, I contacted Cheng Ge, the monitor of the university, and wanted to ask some university students to get together. The monitor said that he was not busy, until you came back ( I was working in Yanling then ). Since then, I have been looking forward to the early arrival of this day in my heart. On June twelve, I contacted the senior high school monitor and so on, then agreed on the time and place for the meeting, and on June fifteen, for the first time, twenty senior high school students got together for my reasons, sharing my happiness and congratulating me.. Two students were unable to come because of their outing, and two students were not able to come back because of their work in other places.. Later, Zhang Hongmin invited everyone to join in K – song to express his congratulations to me. In the karaoke hall, Fan Huijie read my bill when he missed you affectionately. His reading not only added a lot of fun to the party, but also added a lot of color to my poem.. I will never forget the strong feeling of learning together.     On June 2elve, my pen pal Chen Xuewen from Xinghua, Jiangsu, who met more than 20 years ago by participating in girlfriend regulation magazine, left a message to me after seeing a blog entry from my Netease blog to participate in the regulation of what friends used to be. This is the second friend I have lost contact with in the past 20 years who has never met but is deeply in love.. In this way, for the first time in many years, I read his poems and his beautiful writings through the Internet.. He also wrote a poem in memory of Teresa Teng in the name of Teresa Teng’s song.     On October 26, twenty-eight college students came to share the joy of my poetry collection with several friends for the first time because of my invitation.. In particular, the arrival of three female classmates who have not seen each other for 26 years and have not had their contact information has greatly surprised me.. There were also many students who could not come because of some reasons, and I also expressed my understanding. I was moved and grateful. Thank you for letting me meet so many college students who cherish this hard-won friendship. I am grateful to them for their love, understanding and care for me for more than 20 years.     On November 14, eight old classmates from the first middle school ( I was three years old and I was four years old ). ) ) and Zhongshan elder brother, Jianyi elder brother, Wang Peng, etc. failed to come due to special reasons. There are ( Bai He Bin, Bai Liping, Yang Zhihua, Qu Guoan, Luo Haisheng, Jia Lijie, Li Yonghong, Wang Minsheng.) at my invitation for the first time. I just said that I hadn’t been together for many years and didn’t say that I was going to give some of my friends poems to them.. When I heard that I had arranged this opportunity for classmates who had not seen each other for more than 20 years, they all came together, especially my deskmate Luo Haisheng, who originally wanted Jianyi to inform him the day before ( because I didn’t know his mobile phone number ), but when he asked Jianyi more about him at 5: 00 p.m. the next day, he said he couldn’t drink much because his nephew gave him happy faces for three days.. Then I hurried to call Haisheng elder brother to say this thing, because it was too hasty. Nevertheless, Haisheng elder brother was glad to come. Jia Lijie’s arrival also made me overjoyed, and she also read my first entry to the hometown regulations affectionately..     This year, for the first time, I carried my camera on my back and rode a racing car to places I had been to and had not been to before.. On May 13, I rode my car to Shenfang for the first time, feeling the unique ancient town of Shenfang, the sacred place of Jun porcelain in the world with a history of at least 1,000 years, and feeling the charm of the ancient town of 1,000 years.. On June 3, he rode alone in Sichuan, on July 23, he rode his car for the first time in the evening, and on July 25, he rode with his camera on his head.. Feel the change of Changge today and never before: clean, broad and clean roads, a building community of different styles, and the inspection road that Chairman Mao once walked when he visited Changge for the first time. There were sunset clouds reflected in the moat, and on August 5, he rode Yan Ling with his camera on his back for the first time, walking in the streets that he had walked countless times for the first time 18 years after leaving Yan Ling.. But now the streets and pedestrians are also very different from those 18 years ago. For the first time, I walked into Ganming Temple there with a heart of admiration. On August 19, I started my southbound journey with a racing car and a camera behind my back. For the first time, I set foot on the hot land of Luohe River and walked alone through strange streets. Although there are also a few college students I know but have not seen for many years, it is inconvenient to disturb. More importantly, I want to experience the free atmosphere of traveling alone in that city..     On the evening of Sept. 4, after seeing his brother-in-law who had not been seen for many years, he still cried out in the past 20 years, ” elder brother, you are back.”. Although he could not understand his divorce from his sister. This is the first time I have called my brother-in-law brother in nearly twenty years.     On October 7, on the last day of the National Day Holiday, for the first time, I approached Baling Park with my son, stopped in front of the statue of Guan Gong’s robe, lingered in the gallery of Guan Di Temple’s Three Kingdoms story related to Guan Gong, and looked at that picture, remembering Guan Yu’s loyalty and courage. This is also 16 years later, I went to visit Guan Gong again.     On November 23, I first met with several young literary friends of Xuchang ( friends of our literature section of Xuchang Forum ) together with Junjie. Although it rained cold winter that day, it did not stop our enthusiasm for literature.. During the dinner, we talked about literature and conspired to build a good strategy for literature.     On the 6th of December, for the first time in many years, TWELVE and his brother helped their parents to produce cabbage and felt the joy of working together.. At the same time, I also want to have more chances to experience this happiness with my relatives in the future.! Only in the era of the rapid development of the city and the increasingly encroached land, it will become an extravagant hope to work in the fields with relatives in the future.. Many years later, I put a hoe on my shoulder and went to hoe the land there? After many years, where did I go to pick up the fallen wheat ears? After many years, where do I go to feel the sunshine at a glance?     On the 23rd of twelve, senior high school classmate fan huijie gathered with about a dozen students, and I finally met sun hongxiang, a junior high school classmate who had not been seen for more than 32 years.. I heard that when he was approaching the place, I went downstairs with Jing Jie to meet him. When I saw him coming out of the car, I hurried to him, not holding his hand with his outstretched hand, but directly extending his arms to hug him. He also extended his arms and we hugged each other.. This is the first time in my life to embrace my classmates and others.. To be honest, I haven’t hugged my parents’ brother, brother, sister, sister. After all, we haven’t seen each other for more than 30 years and shaking hands is no longer enough to express my deep friendship.     On the 27th of December ( the 6th day of the 11th lunar month ) was my mother’s seventy-eighth birthday. for the first time in my life, I dialed her mobile phone number. for the first time in my life, my mother said, ” happy birthday to you, mom.”! ‘ It’s also the first time I have held out my arms to embrace my parents and celebrated my mother’s birthday with my sister many years later.. Wish our parents a long and healthy life! Laughing often opens! Peace and happiness!     This year was also the first year in my life when I had the most happy events. Because, in this year, not only my two wives, nephews and nieces have found their life partners, married each other and started their new life path. My three aunts’ daughter also found her own prince charming and walked into the marriage hall hand in hand with him. This is also the first year in which I recorded the most wedding scenes with my camera.. I recorded the happy smiling faces of third sister-in-law and third brother, second sister-in-law and second brother, as well as the happy and sweet moments of the couple..     It was also the first time that cameras were used to record the year’s first snow, busy country roads in summer, fields in autumn, and father’s vegetable garden, and to record the autumn crops damaged by drought in autumn due to the severe drought this year.. For the first time, I was too busy to manage autumn crops. For the first time, I approached villages I hadn’t visited for more than 20 years, and some villages I hadn’t visited still felt the simplicity and quietness there.. Also this year, for the first time, I aimed my lens at the village, aiming at the thousand-year-old cypress, the hundred-year-old honeylocust, the dry pit pond, the dilapidated short house, the smoke kang for many years, the Yang Shulin at the head of the village, the memorial arch at the head of the village, the autumn crops on the road, etc. I wanted to leave some memories about the village with my camera..     It was also the first time to say ” no” for the sake of life, and it was also the first time to make yourself unhappy because of family ties.. Although I have already passed the age of doubt, I still can’t ” put down”. Can’t let go of some unhappiness in my heart, can’t let go of prejudice against some people. His psychological bearing capacity is not strong enough, and he is as easily wrinkled as a pool of spring water.. I still have to adjust my mentality from time to time.     To be honest, I have had a very full life this year, this year of horse is very long, and I have a lot of happiness.. This year is also the first time I have been together with classmates and friends for the most time.. I look forward to more opportunities to meet my classmates and friends in the future. I also hope that in the new year, each of us will be able to spend a long time together with relatives and friends.!I wish every friend a happy New Year! Family reunion! Happiness and health! good fortune as one wishes! Happy every day! Happy, happy, happy!

I miss the hug next season

Say to the air that you want to hug, say to the hug that you miss.   If I can return to the common origin, then I must hug you well.   When I silently count to the 100th step, my heart will tremble like the vibration of a dark cell phone … I feel the breath of the wind blowing in my hair, and then there will be sunshine falling on me. This is a balcony, a balcony for burying silence and stranding. It is no different from other balconies, but the small shutter on the left reminds me of a person … In the summer of 2008, the wind on this balcony became the most comfortable and clever in my summer, and I felt all the pores open when I stood on this windowsill to blow air.. A trance between the day xuan to dark. Suddenly I was knocked down on the ground by a tall, thin impersonator, and later. However, the only thing that happened was that we didn’t make any noise, let alone lambaste, but looked at each other calmly for a minute … The wind blew my hair, I suddenly got up from the ground and stumbled back to the dormitory in a mess.. Spread out the pen and paper and sprinkle ink constantly, describing a story with ice cream flavor. At this time, the boy named Li mo entered my words from now on, and my words also began to have stories at this moment.. . Life is still fixed in that page of calendar, the ancient clock is spinning round and round tirelessly.. He and I were locked in the page number of time. In the summer of 2009, I was still looking at the sky on the balcony with shutters, but this time I was not only looking at the sky but also thinking about a person, an impostor who knocked me down and a boy named Li Mo.. I’m just thinking: Leave foam, if one day you can stand in front of me and continue this line in my life, I must hug you well … but it will always be your legend and become my hope.. Some things and some things pass by, and it will never come back. The snail-like life is filled with sadness and boredom without any sense of pain, and the summer in pain begins. When a group of lonely birds flitted across the sky, the May here had already begun to have the flavor of summer.. A little impetuous commotion. Those factors of uneasiness killed all the way back from the front.   From foam, you said we are both lollipops and chewing gum from each other, but we can’t taste them together, but we have the same sweet and greasy taste … if 2009 is a sad limit. Then 2010 is another interpretation of life. Your forever leaving is like an eternal breakpoint in my life, so it abruptly breaks at the beginning of the story, and then there will never be a following, let alone a result. In fact, it is not the result of the result but also the end of the reality, and the reality has no result.. Every day I always used to look at the sky, the lonely birds and the lonely white clouds. I know you’ll see me. Is it?? Because you are willing to let me alone. You also love my heart ache. From foam, when I wrote your name thousands of times, I found that even your name was so sad. Leave foam, leave like foam. I feel the obvious depravity. I can’t help it any more. I’m leaving foam, you know? I’m so tired: I’m really tired, so tired. A commitment to two people will tire and heartache. Remember when you said you would take me to see the sea, I also believe you would take me to see the sea. So I’ve been expecting and waiting. Now I am alone to fulfill the promise of mutual regret, will there be a heart to hand in. You said you need different hands to hold the temperature while drinking milk tea, and you also need two people to drink its romance, but now I can only watch it gradually lose its temperature in my hands. You said I can’t be so silent, but now I can only be silent.. Before, every morning you always called me when I opened my eyes to remind me that I remember to eat breakfast and I can’t cook. You did do what you call funny things for me every day: love dinner, my eyes are a little short – sighted. You always coax me to do eye exercises like a child. I don’t like sports, and you will pull me to run every day on time. I like reading books. At that time, you silently accompany me to keep silent when you are not used to talking. You are used to habits that shouldn’t be used to and persist in persistent persistence that shouldn’t be used to.. We like and are used to chatting. Every time we go online, we always send messages to each other in the first place and then say good night until dawn. The white jade and black that we lose sleep with and the city towns that we talked about together are like a beautiful picture.. Even if the angle is missing, the price will not fall. Just now, no matter how many messages I send to the gray head portrait, it will not jump, but will only remain silent forever … Finally, you and I fled the runway that depends on each other and separated in that winter.. The runway that used to have two figures is blank. Heart is empty, the whole person is empty.   Maybe I don’t love words so faithfully, just because I regard them as the continuation of life. There may be no tears in 2009, because I met the year that was destined to be the most fairy tale in my age … Oh, natural and man-made disasters and time really blocked too much, blocked you, blocked me, blocked the two of us. Leaving foam your face is like a very good and good first chapter, which I would like to read. I thought I could read you all the time, but it can only become an eternal hope in my wish.. We have always been on this side of each other, but now I still can’t reach it. Your purest love has lost the white clouds, faded the years and planted deep into the crevices of the soul. Was there any beauty or sadness left in the garden at that time?.   A year ago in the summer, I left foam. A year later, I miss it here. After tomorrow, we will no longer look back, hiding the forgotten past and the future of forbearance.. Seems; Losing one’s destiny is a certainty … ah, some things you don’t have to know, some people will always meet, remember to hold the people around you who really care about themselves, and pass happiness on to the first person in mind.. Last of the last. I just want to say: Also can only say: Leave foam, there is no fate in this life, I will wait for you in the next life..In the next season of spring flowers, I must hug you well.

Hometown Dreaming ( 7 ) )

In my childhood memory, my father was always elected as a representative of the township people’s congress and a representative of the township party congress in the years when I took part in the work.. When I first remember, whenever he went to a meeting in a township, he took turns to take one of us, for two basic reasons: First, the father could not see the child’s uneasiness. The second is to take care of rice at the meeting, and most of them are stewed vegetables or meat rice, which will take us to satisfy our appetite.. Whenever he was taken to the township government compound by his father, he told me not to run away, just waiting for him at the gate of the auditorium. So, I played nearby, and when the meeting was over, my father took me to the dining room to eat. From leaders to other staff and representatives, I knew my father very well and brought us food warmly.. On that day, like New Year’s Day, I finally enjoyed myself and my father looked at me contentedly and gave me meat from his bowl from time to time.. At that time, my greatest wish was to expect my father to go to the township for a meeting every day..   The largest piece of land in my family is near the mountain root. unless other people’s crops are harvested, there is no way out for us to pull the crops.. Who knows one year when I went to school, my father planted garlic in that field. After garlic was dug up in autumn, we were miserable. Because when garlic was dug, wheat could not be harvested, and the fields we had to pass through were planted with wheat, so we had to carry the garlic to the main road without saying that the ridge was narrow and full of weeds. It was slippery to walk, sometimes carrying out a bundle of garlic and falling several times. How many kinds of garlic were planted that year, and it was not easy to dig them out.. So we complained to our father that he didn’t plan well as soon as possible and even let him work more often.. My father has no regrets and no excuses. It was not until garlic sold at a good price that our tuition was settled that my father explained why. First, the land area is large and suitable for planting more garlic, because the price of garlic is low in the first year, he expects to raise the price in the coming year. The second is to plant’ stubble – reversing’ everything, without stubble – reversing output. After listening to this, we suddenly realized that we felt guilty for having misjudged our father at the beginning..   When we were young, we had to live on pigs for quite a long time.. Actually, it’s a pig raising, but it’s only a head. There’s nothing to feed it. In the spring and winter festival, wheat straw was smashed into fodder. In summer and autumn, it is mainly to dig wild vegetables to feed pigs. I remember at half past three or four o’clock at that time, my mother always met with several women around, pulled mules, took bags and shovels, and went to dig wild vegetables on the mountains far away.. A pocket is actually a woolen bag that is thinner and longer than a sack and can hold more than 200 catties of grain. By noon, the mother could dig a bag full of potherb, both of whom could hardly lift it. All the women who went there said that their mother was the most capable, which was the sum of the two of them.. And when someone else goes there once, they won’t go there for several days, but their mother goes there almost every day and becomes the most regular member.. In fact, they may forget that our family is also in the worst condition. The fatter pigs are fed, the more money they will naturally sell.   When I was three years old, I had diarrhea and almost died. After watching it for a long time, it did not improve either. There was a village doctor who judged that if she had a little ginseng, she might be able to get better after drinking it several times.. But at that time, there were no hospitals or pharmacies for this precious medicinal material. Where to find it? Mother was unwilling, but she began to ask around, asking whose family had Li Shen and running around several villages, but she didn’t hear who had Li Shen.. Mother was still anxious and persistent in her search, perhaps moved to heaven, and finally found out in a family that it was less than the size of her thumb’s head. She was already very lucky. After she came back, according to the doctor, she stayed up to give me a drink and didn’t drink a few meals. It was really good. Her parents were pleasantly surprised, and naturally it was hard to express her feelings..   Thirty – Five’s father likes Qin Opera. As long as there is a Qin Opera troupe nearby, he always has to see several performances.. On weekdays, there will be transistor radio playing Qin Opera, so for decades, the only modern instrument in the family is a transistor radio. In summer, when dinner is ripe, Qin opera also begins to play. We sat in the yard, eating while listening to the primitive Qin dialect.. Maybe it’s because of her love for Qin Opera, so when her father goes out to see the play, she also wants to see it once or twice.. If the meal is not ready yet, she always asks her father again and again if it is time for the Qin opera to play. She can also tell the plot of a certain play and even make some additions when her father explains it..

Half a gourd ladle of sunshine

Early in the morning, I asked a friend to go for a walk. In a remote town, there are few vehicles on the road, birds occasionally sing in the ears, a wisp of setting sun rises from the east, and mottled sunshine sprinkles on the forest path..   I chatted with friends about work, life, society, family, unconstrained style, everything, the sun chasing behind us, the front is a long shadow, I stepped, it also stepped, quietly imitating the appearance of time flowing away.   Time flies away like a passing car on the road. At a distance, you haven’t seen what kind of car it is. It’s already roaring to you. You can’t think much of it, and it’s gone away from you. The passing years sometimes suddenly flash from behind you, but you can only watch it walk away from your eyes. The future days will come from where you can see it, but you can only helplessly let it go where you can’t see it behind you..   In early summer, when the wind blows, the catkins of willows are swinging all over the ground. I hate this white kohane, but I have to Atishoo it again and again. In the eyes of poets, it is an ideal flying with heart, thin fluff, and small seeds flying to unknown distant places. Maybe one day it will take root and grow into a towering brawny body, or it will only die of old age in unknown places and make meaningless vagrancy.. In my opinion, it was a terrible bullet shot into my nostrils, where a shot was fired, accompanied by Atishoo..   Walking tired, folded into a cool and refreshing, the wind slowly, leaves rustling, turns out to be a rare comfort, lazy stretching, kicking, is also a kind of exercise, isn’t it? At ordinary times, if there is a turning point between the two points, it will be at most a circle drawn from the two points as an axis, eating, drinking, pulling and scattering.. It’s not so much the physical exhaustion of middle-aged people as the mental exhaustion of people halfway up the mountain. Most of the smiles of middle-aged people are an equation, smiling + nodding = saying hello, smiling + flattering = pleasing someone, or smiling + indifferent = numbing coping. All these things, even the laughter carries a lot of insincere words. I now like to listen to the laughter of a child or a girl of 16 or 17. There is no life, no life and no aftertaste in that kind of laughter. It is just a kind of smile, like a handful of water, flowing from my heart to my face..   On the ground in the forest, there are scattered and unknown grass, all yellow and emaciated and timid.. When I was in college, I saw a saying: Everyone was a bug looking for happiness. At that time, it was disgusting. Now I think about it, most people’s life is not only a bug, but also a bug trapped in the bottom of my heart by myself, just like the grass at the bottom of this tree, which can’t hide from the sun and humble life..   Boring, sometimes I would flip through mobile phone newspapers and chat to kill time, or I would like to check the address book on my mobile phone intentionally or unintentionally, sometimes I need to find someone’s phone, but I would flip through it for half a day. At first glance, hundreds or even hundreds of people, whether they are friends or relatives, or someone I know for a certain period of time, are like catkins perched on a branch at a certain time. A gust of wind blows and they all rush away, some of them never contact each other again.. Think about your phone book, so many people, how many have contacted more than twice a year? How many more have called you twice or more? Always fix those people, fix those bugs, I hold your tail, you push my ass around work and life, draw small circles for decades.   Where the eyes can see, the heart may not be able to see, but the eyes see the arms waving at the distance they wish to reach.. In most of our lives, our hands will only move in two directions, either pinching their fists or touching their hands to fight for their own life, or to cheer for others. However, sometimes we forget that there is sunshine outside the window. If we are willing to raise our heads, we will surely see that the window is a sea of sunshine. I want to scoop up the top half of the gourd ladle and put it in my heart to light up the whole chest so that she can warm up and warm up her eyes and face all the time. Then what we see, hear, laugh, a certain sea of sunshine and the sound of sunshine..   I think, that kind of life, must be the most beautiful.

Fragrance surrounds the bosom, and beauty is cool

Walking into the bright spring day, it warms a spring state of mind and brings warmth and freshness to the season.. The sky is open to the blue sky, the wind is permeated with its worries, the long-lost petals bloom one after another, freehand brushwork in their true feelings and beautiful monologues, the water is quick to live and ripple its feelings, the light willow dance is silent and quiet, all life cherishes the warmth of time, and this invisible gathering and embrace of life is the most moving warmth, enjoying a sweet fragrance around here.. Feeling that all things make life not always new and full of gladness to meet each other.     Investing in nature is a graceful flower in the heart, which is the joy of life and the mutual appreciation between heart and nature. Is the heart and nature dependent heating; Is the soul and nature of the opposite. In this wheatgrass season, facing the warm spring breeze, I came to the forest park with my son, walked along the lawn and came to the lake to share the light spirit and beauty of spring and the happy attitude of my son, making people infected.. Warm warmth flows all over the body and lingers in a soft world. Peach blossoms give off a faint fragrance and watch bees fly butterfly dances. Fresh air is blowing in my face. A clear and peaceful feeling rises in my heart.. The beauty of the flowers makes people experience the richness of life, write the splendor of spring, make people feel leisurely and enjoy a wonderful time.. I would like to use warm words to record the comfortableness, ease and leisure. My son is chasing butterflies and sometimes hiding in flowers. He is very busy and envies his innocence.. The cool breeze Xu Lai, winding path leading to seclusion, sitting on a stone, relaxed in spirit, the heaven and earth became infinitely vast, and the heart was so merged in the process that it felt a sense of belonging.. Runs the eye, moistens the heart, moistens the feeling, lets us love the warm, bright an all-consuming love for a long time, blooms everyone’s heart. This bearing of life makes us feel sweet and sweet.     Willing to share the beauty and touch of life with nature, life has many beauties, a journey of landscape and a journey of growth, all of which are full of sweet smells.. Years of aloes, know the time, we should cherish the happiness of the past and present. When the wind blows, open the title page of the memory and you will see dark fragrance blowing on your face. It is like orchids in a flower note, fresh and fragrant.. To appreciate nature with this sincere heart is also to appreciate oneself. The scenery in the heart is the landscape that life will not change. People should learn to remember the scenery of life with beauty and make silence and beauty eternal.. In life, being true to nature is the waiting of life and the fate of the soul.. The lingering of the cool breeze and the fragrance of flowers; The enchanting and butterfly love between flowers and shadows; The fish play in the clear spring water is warm and moist; The dewdrop of grass is clear and colorful with sunshine, the morning is full of sunshine, the experience of youth is cool, there are fresh packages in life, peaceful hugs, shining eyes, graceful and gentle.. As long as we explore from the heart, appreciation will turn into happiness. This is also a supreme enjoyment of life.     The mountain is long and the water is far away. There is always a scenery in life because of its simplicity. Let each other meet, much moved; The mountain is long and the water is far away, life always has a scenery, there is always a beautiful and fresh one, which blooms for us. The mountain is long and the water is far away. There is always a scenery in life, and there is always a harvest of beauty to make the soul eternal.. In the river of life, feel the beauty and beauty of life’s poetry, let the flowery meet on the heart’s Yuan Ye, let the joy collide. Watch the scenery of life, let the true meaning overflow, make life more warm and bright, gather peace and tranquility in poetry, gather freshness, embrace flowers, dance with time, and especially remember the sweet smell of life on the books of the years..     In the ease of watching, the heart floats in the blue sky, sharing the truth of nature on the way to life, blooming our understanding of life, and learning to keep the scenery in our heart is the only way to warm our hearts and keep them warm and moist.. Let go of the years and bear a free and easy life, give yourself a vision of the future, breathe, listen, touch, meditate and recall with a light heart, meet the bright sunshine, pursue the beauty of the fragrance of the court, and learn to impress the inner feelings.. Life is walking in one kind of time, and years are sneaking around in life. Tastes the natural flavor, savors the wonderful life, the heart is as simple as Jane, and the person is as light as tea. Thanks to nature, let time have a more color. Thanks to life, the years have become more vivid and sincere.     Flowers are full of gardens, the current ripples, and the sound is gentle. The soul is returning to its own home garden with graceful dancing, green and warm spring, and red and intoxicated. Walking freely in nature, quietly lingering with tenderness, turning a wisp of dream fragrance into wisdom of life. When we stop chasing, calm in the soft season and yearn for the beauty of freshness, the plain life is achieved through the dull years.. In the flashy world, static beauty keeps a comfortable feeling. Clear sky, green water around the castle peak, Qing Fang ning wilderness, scenery from the heart, love from the scene, a quiet and lofty, let the soul embed, let your heart rest during the period. Soothing and elegant maintain the quiet beauty and enrich the life.     Sweet smell of the years, accumulated time, shallow life. Sometimes when flowers bloom, the mood is thick, the flowers fall unintentionally and float around. Whether flowers bloom or fall, they are cool to see the heart, melting the beauty into the heart, feeling the nature with a calm heart, walking in the life time, holding a cool state of mind, gazing at the blue sky and looking at the clouds and clouds in the sky.. The so-called life, be modest, see the flowers bloom and fall before the court; If you don’t want to stay, look at the clouds in the sky.

Drunk to sleep, love lingering

‘ Spring breeze and green Jiang Nanan, when will the moon shine on me. ‘ Xia Feng is warm, flying willow and Yang Qing, blue sky and clouds, smiling slightly, local customs, drinking in dreams and traveling thousands of miles began with the first step.   When I stood on this familiar and unfamiliar land, looking at the broad and tidy streets, the tall buildings next to me, the green rows of trees and the green trees, breathing the fresh and sweet breath of the countryside, at this moment, it seems like a dream, it seems like a reality, and the passion is Ran Ran’s desire to be born in my heart, this city, my hometown – Changchun..     You have given me life, nurtured my growth, given me the courage to work hard, the fighting spirit and the mind to travel. Today, the wandering wanderers, who have traveled thousands of miles to sleep, once again return to your arms and feel your broad, awe-inspiring northern temperament, the source of your life and the spirit of your bone marrow.. A kind of heartfelt joy and feeling of safe return is affecting my whole soul, making me happy, exciting and surging with the passion I have accumulated for a long time.! It makes me feel like I’m drunk and touched.!     Hometown – my mother, how do I offer my sincere heart, how do I wave my passion and how do I feel your kindness to my heart’s content! Feel you – the eternal mercy of the great mother!     ‘ The sea rises bright moon, brightening the whole of heaven. Tonight, after 25 years of absence, I came back to the former schoolhouse to trace the foot marks of the years and recall the lofty aspirations of those days. Wen Ya’s long boulevard path was shrouded in the orange light and shadow of fog, stepping on the track of youth and romance, accompanied by the notes of memory, rotating, intoxicated, singing and dancing.. Affection surges up, thin light moon curtain, first love person, stepping on the sweetest and most romantic serenade of life, searching for lingering, dreaming, feeling drunk and touching! Now, the moonlight is moving, the old feeling is lonely, the tree-lined path still lingers dreamily, like an infatuated person, savoring the chase carefully and looking for a pair of secluded charms in the heart.! Dreams are like drunkenness, love is lingering!     In the rush of time, the vast sea of people, the tide rises and falls, and 25 years are like a dream. Although the years have mercilessly outlined the vicissitudes of life, they can’t resist the passionate passion still boiling and blazing.. The 25 years of life are so short and so long and full that life is like a passionate stroll, a dreamy fatigue, fulfillment, pleasure of removing armor, and a bold vision for the future.!     The school building is not far away from the beautiful south lake. Changchun people are proud to stand on the magnificent south lake bridge and look out at a lake of clear water, light night wind, shallow lake waves, falling bright moon, dreaming of fish and shadows, and a beautiful moonlight, a good dream of mercy.!   Young people in bridgehead fashion have put up a passionate dance music, a dynamic rhythm, an attractive midnight, trampling on the youth and dancing with nostalgia. I am intoxicated with the midnight in my hometown this evening, making the moonlight love and the stars jealous..     ‘ at that time this evening, thousands of miles old hometown. Hometown – on this night after 25 years of absence, you intoxicated me, made me linger, and made me happy!   The young people with lofty aspirations in those days, in full swing, took your expectations, your entrustment, your teachings, and their hearts filled with enthusiasm to leave their hometown and their mother’s arms..   Today, the wandering child, holding his bare child’s arms and returning thousands of miles, worships you, my hometown and loving mother.!     A trickle-down stream, a leisurely homestead, a thousand miles of dreams and lingering emotions!   The surging tide, the dream of Xisha, the years are long, drunk to sleep!

Destined to

[ Guide ]: Don’t worry about the sun when it’s gone. It’s destined to be dawn after dark. There is no need to worry when winter comes. Melting ice and snow is doomed to be a bird’s song and a flower’s fragrance. The old days should be happier because life is destined to be a new life.     Life, in fact, is a doomed process: beginning in the doomed and ending in the doomed.     Coming into this world is doomed to finish this life. The road is either long or short, flat or rugged, all destined to let us go for a walk. Whether it’s standing tall, looking straight or grovelling, it’s doomed to walk in a posture.. No matter how vigorous or silent the road has been, there are bound to be different opinions in the future..     Buddha said that only after looking back 500 years of past life did one pass by this life. Everyone is a passer-by in the world of mortals. He inadvertently held out his hand and left some people by his side.. Among the people left behind, some are destined to end up with you, some are destined to break up with you halfway, and others are destined to become enemies with you. Let’s stay and go, because new friends are bound to come again.     I once believed in the strength of the pursuit, and struggled for the goals I set when I was young all my life.. But some persistence is doomed to have no result except for the spiritual movement. Rational people will put down their lofty goals and no longer be lost in ethereal expectations. Cherish the peace of the moment, and the result is bound to be better.     Life is fair and unfair to everyone, so we need to struggle. The incompetent gets a psychological balance in the sound of complaints, but the rational will silently accept the injustice they face and show their value in the confrontation with the injustice, and the final result is bound to be far from the same..     Sometimes I hope to have it, when I am sad, I hope to be happy, when I am frustrated, I hope to be strong … Ah, how perfect I am in my imagination, and what I am most dissatisfied with is the misunderstanding of others.. Fate is destined to make people change constantly, and one after another will find that what was once praised is now so disgusting, what was once hoped for is so insipid after getting it..     Although the world is big, it is bound to let us meet unexpectedly at some time. Life is short, but it is destined to let us meet again somewhere and see each other again. Life is the agreement of the third generation, and cherishing what we have is bound to give us more. Days are destined to pass in plain, memories are also destined to disappear in memories, and everything is destined to return to calm.     Don’t worry when the sun goes, it is destined to be dawn after dark. There is no need to worry when winter comes. Melting ice and snow is doomed to be a bird’s song and a flower’s fragrance. The old days should be happier because life is destined to be a new life.

Confusion of career

It has been more than three years since I graduated from college to work.. Now in retrospect, when I went to Hangzhou to look for a job, it was really interesting..     When I went to Hangzhou, it was the month after the end of the year. I went there with one of my college classmates, with an excited mood, to put my resume on the vast recruitment market and the talent network.. The result is obvious, except for interviewing a sales company, all the resumes are like the sea, and there is no news at all.. What’s more, it rained every day for a month when I came to Hangzhou, and the only day I remember as sunny was the day in mid – February. It was really not easy.     After a month’s stay, I couldn’t stand the cold weather and returned. This is the only time I’ve been looking for a job abroad so far.. In mid – April, because the school required everyone to finish the employment agreement and my relatives started a company, I went to him to seal it. I didn’t think that I had been in this company for more than three years after the lid was removed..     I remember the first time I accompanied my boss to meet customers. I was really nervous and didn’t have confidence. I couldn’t have many basic things.. It’s embarrassing to think about it now. I officially joined my relative’s company in July and immediately faced great pressure. Several of my colleagues were fired by the boss, and as a result, I became the sole person to maintain the booth system.. I can only keep learning and asking developers about the technology. Now think about it, it’s really interesting..     However, the current problems have appeared frequently. First, my current technology is completely out of date, completely eating the old capital there and learning is not going to go in. Second: Life is too easy and easy. Every day is to maintain the system. I used to play games and watch TV. Although I can’t, I don’t know what to do. Third: There is no pressure, the company has no new business to come in, no new business to come in, that is, no new things to learn, and naturally there will be no pressure. Fourth: The boss is 55 years old and will retire after five years at most. It is impossible to continue working. Then the successor of the company, how the company will develop and what will it be like. Fifth: I wanted to change jobs, but the boss did not allow it. After all, he solved my employment problem at the beginning and now told me to leave. I really couldn’t stop it. Sixth: I think it is also the most important point. I have completely lost my love for things, and now I don’t know what I like best, completely lost goals and dreams..     I have thought about what to do, but I can’t figure out what to do. It’s really hard. I know that I have to solve this problem by myself after all, and others can only give me advice at most, but I am the one who can really solve the problem.. No matter how many opinions I have, I will not think or use them, and it will be totally useless..     So sometimes I think, if I die, will I die, but I am afraid of death and dare not go. And my parents are still there. I feel a little sorry for my parents if I die like this. Can you tell me what I can do? It’s really hard.!

Charm

” Introduction” is not a word! If a woman forgets her makeup before going out, please remember to smile! This shows how important it is to smile! People who smile are always close to each other. Why not let your teeth bask in the sun and smile a lot?. Let yourself be beautiful with a smile! Smiling is the best thing to give, the giver does not have to work hard and the giver is happy!   She is a lovely old lady, always has a share of power to make people close to her! There is nothing special about the ordinary old lady! How can have such a big charm? I studied her charm carefully? It turned out to be that kind smile, a sincere smile on everyone’s face! I walked all day like a Maitreya. Oh! This is her charm!     A girl in the unit did not look pretty, but everyone said she looked pretty. I secretly observed her. I didn’t have excellent facial features, but I was able to bear it. I was a lovely girl.! Why?? The answer is still a smile, a smile from the heart. She was always smiling and beaming on her face, making people look like spring breeze. It is said that smile is the most beautiful language, the most moving expression, yes, it is not so important to be beautiful. As long as you can smile, a girl with ordinary looks will be beautiful with a smile.. Suddenly envy the girl.     Sitting in front of the mirror, I found my expression in the mirror lifeless, compared with the picture of my youth. The girl inside is smiling like a flower, with a bright and light smile that makes my heart warm, but now the triviality of life has made my mouth become warped up.. Think about the people around you and several of them often smile – they are too lazy to smile!     Isn’t there a word! ‘ If a woman forgets to make up before going out, please remember to smile! This shows how important it is to smile! People who smile are always close to each other. Why not let your teeth bask in the sun and smile a lot?. Let yourself be beautiful with a smile! Smiling is the best thing to give, the giver does not have to work hard and the giver is happy!     Do you want to make yourself more attractive? Then please leave your sincere smile wherever you go![ Responsibility Editor: Men’s Tree ]

Believe in time

Time is an ancient river that no one can surmount and no one can cross. Although the river is not wide and the current is not urgent, it has made all life a thing of the past, whether it be men or women, whether it be great men of common people, ugly people or charming people.. Yes, time is ruthless and treats anyone and anything, but it has meaning. Anyone who cherishes and values it will be rewarded, but it is more or less different directly or indirectly..     Yes, anyone who follows time knows in his heart that he will never be mistreated in front of him, but he will be severely punished for fraud, stealing the bell from my ear and cheating on others.. Therefore, some people say that time is an iron guarantee, rewards and punishments are clear, not impartial and impartial.. For this reason, time is trustworthy.     I don’t know how others see time, but it is serious and serious to me anyway.. Yes, every inch of time I have spent in my heart since my life woke up has not been wasted, either reading, thinking or writing my heart with me. Especially in recent years, I have taken time as the most precious wealth of my life and made full use of it and got a good return. The accumulation of four or five million words is the best wealth it has given me.. I admit that these things that I regard as wealth may not be compared with those so-called scholars, but it is not easy for me as an amateur literature lover, which is in itself an indication of the importance and plasticity of time in my life.. At least time didn’t live up to me, I didn’t live up to time.     As I said, I am not a very smart person, but I am definitely a serious person, especially when it comes to time, and I do not do false work.. Life is its own, and time also belongs to itself as far as life is concerned. Therefore, treating time as if it were life must be serious and serious.. Only in this way can life not be mediocre and empty-handed to see God.     To believe in time is to believe in life. No life is not treated kindly by time for inaction, but only by turning time into spiritual pursuit, can it achieve the goal one wants, at least your hard work and sweat will not be wasted. In contrast, those who waste their time will be treated with contempt and scorn. For this reason, I might as well say that time is god and truth. it watches your actions secretly all the time. if you are pious or sincere, it will treat you well. if you fool it, nature will not get anything and even everything you have will be taken away..     Kant, the great philosopher, is the person I respected in my life. I respected his knowledge, his thoughts and the principles of doing things, but as far as these are concerned, I respect the concept of time in his heart more. Perhaps time is order, law, starry sky, God and truth or morality for him. Otherwise, how could he appear on that road so punctually and almost step by step every day and become a scenery that will never fade in others’ eyes?. As far as this is concerned, Kant is an admirer of time and a believer of time. To believe in time, in a sense, is to believe in yourself and serve the truth.     Back in life to see time, time is the medicine of life, the cure of pain, the comfort of sorrow, the reward of pursuit and the benefit of giving. Let’s take the case of Lu Xun’s life to illustrate the problem. As we all know, Mr. Lu Xun was a man of will and ideas since he was a child. In his school days, time was reflected in the early words on his desk. Mr. Lu Xun was stronger, but he had to start from time. It was for this reason that Mr. Lu Xun kept on making progress until the end of his life.. Looking back on Mr. Wang’s life can be said to be a race against time. His short life, the spiritual wealth dedicated to the society and family, is not comparable to his collection, and the time he copied Mo Bao and wood carvings is enough to make us blush.. Besides, Lu Xun, who became famous and married, as he was a soldier, adopted a principle of not forgiving the enemy. He used his dagger to fight with them for a long time and hurt himself when he was tired, so he took time to heal his wounds and resolve his anger.. The blood licked dry, the wound healed, and life began to fight again, fighting with the enemy, fighting with time, and fighting with itself at the same time..     Finally, I would like to say that time is fair to every living life, but the choice of value is different. In other words, the fairness of time cannot change the actual situation of your life.. That is to say, although everyone is equal before time, the reason for inequality is not time but your attitude towards it. I remember the popular saying in China a few years ago that time is efficiency, time is money and time is life.. Yes, time is efficiency and time is life. I agree with it, but I can’t say no to money, at least each person has his own value judgment.. In short, as a life, time is believable, especially in the present society and people.     People who believe in time, make use of time and race against time are qualified to live and talk about conditions. Otherwise, not only is there no time but also time will spit on it. If you want time to remember you and play you, you must start with believing in time, believing that time will not disappoint you, not saying that you will harvest the whole autumn, or at least you will have more than enough food to live in.. Believe in time, start from small things, start from the little bits of life!